Let Go – Focus

Well, I would like to focus on you but I am still holding on my will so tightly.

I guess, before 2009, before I start to do what i have promised to God, He wants me to first let go. But truly, I have never know that ‘to let go’ is so hard becoz I hold things so tightly.
Throughout this one month or more, I struggled and still with a lot of things. I didn’t know and still don’t know fully the reason of feeling very down and lost during this period of time. But one thing I know He wants me to ‘let go’, to serve our king, we have to put aside our dreams and desire, feelings and lots of strong will behind so I would be able to focus on God. I know now not from the beginning, to be able to serve and grow to the full potential, i have to let go. To be able to think sharply and focus rightly on God, this is essential.
For His will, I would follow and be obedient. God shows me what is more important at this moment and during this period of time.

To be able to focus, i would choose to walk on this path God has asked me to. I thank God, His direction to me is always very clear no matter what. He always let me know it is Him. 
Let’s do it! God,  please do it with me. As I always pray, please show me your way so I know I am doing your work.

I am ready and I am willing.

Haze

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